My mind races,
memories flooding back,
I start to overthink.
I feel deaf.
Only hearing the sound of a pin dropping.
Not another human around.
Emotions take over
my mind,
my heart.
It aches.
Eyes full with tears,
they threaten to fall.
I am living in reality,
can’t escape.
On the contrary,
he’s home,
she’s home
I can’t stand it.
All the fighting.
The negativity is unbearable.
Making me physically ill.
It’s intolerable.
I want to cry.
I want to help.
I want to fix it.
But I don’t want to play the middleman again.
I won’t.
I can never win.
